i have realized that i won't complain so much now. everyone complains and everyone's entitled to but after all the complaining, i really fail to see the so many other blessings in my life. and that clouds my judgement. it's impossible to cease complaining altogether but i believe that i'll try to look harder for the silver lining in the clouds because there really is Sunshine after the rain.

i guess all i can do is try. i won't stop certainly but i'll always remember to count my blessings. i may not be wonderful in everything i do, but at least i can do them. things may not always turn out the way they should but perhaps there's a reason. sounds so optimistic that i question if i really believe in it. i'm not going to believe that things will ALWAYS turn out fine because that simply isn't true but i'll believe in the promise that things may be okay after all.

but through everything, the most important thing to remember is merely:

Count your blessings.

-Awesome in this Place-

Here in this house of the great king
We come together now to worship him
His house is built on Christ the rock
Cannot be shaken
Cannot be shaken
God is awesome in this place
Sense his presence as we sing his praise
There is power in the miracle
Set the curtains free with a broken heart
God is awesome
He’s so awesome
God is awesome in this place( x2)

I’ve found where I belong
Our living star
In this house
I will grow

There is power in the miracle
Set the curtains free with a broken heart

God is awesome
He’s so awesome ( x3)
God is awesome in this place